@AiricaFyresong@lemmy.blahaj.zone
Airica
🧚♀️ Level 49 Genderfae Eladrin (sidhe/they) 🙏
I like PC gaming (Palia, Satisfactory), crafting, gardening, communing with non-humans, and enjoying existential depression through the scope of Zen Buddhism and Tao. Don’t step into my fairy ring unless you know what you’re getting yourself into.
member since 21 Jan 2026 13:42
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- on yes in c/femcelmemes@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 6d ago
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on could it? in c/yurimemes@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 16 Sep 2026
Basically this: how I think and believe humans should behave is not the way they actually behave. Many are hypocrites, saying one thing and doing another. They can be cruel and selfish, from simple malice all the way to repeating history through wars and killing. You never really learn the lessons given through life, and the worst part is that you teach your children to do the same thing. The thoughtless herd mentality, following trends and propaganda like it came from the sermon on the mount. The utter disregard for life and the planet, trashing the environment, and especially the abuse of other “lower” species. You’re the only creature that goes directly against the flow of nature and it’s killing the planet and everything on it. Even Gaia is trying to scratch you off her back.
It’s not that I have hate in my heart, quite the opposite in fact. It’s just hard to love a sentient species that acts like a virus or cancer.
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on could it? in c/yurimemes@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 15 Sep 2026
Do better? Like the other eight billion of you? Ha. Hahahaha! Good one. My position stands.
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on girls its official (always was) in c/femcelmemes@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 15 Sep 2026
That’s how you know you’re really here. Isn’t existence amazing?!
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on could it? in c/yurimemes@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 15 Sep 2026
It’s a paradoxical trap: a general loathing/hatred for your own species, while also doing what you can to help and improve those around you without expecting compensation. It’s less about empathy and more about my own moral obligation/responsibility, all while I watch humanity hang themselves by their heartstrings.
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on could it? in c/yurimemes@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 15 Sep 2026
Quiet BPD, existential OCD, misanthropic altruism. It’s probably better that I don’t have friends.

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on everything hurts .... in c/femcelmemes@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 8 Sep 2026
I highly recommend a human-sized cat bed with extra pillows and blankets. Helps with my back pain and allows me to sleep longer.
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on actual picture of me in c/femcelmemes@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 4 Sep 2026
This is totally wrong. My hair is teal, not pink.
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on one of the best dynamics <3 in c/yurimemes@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 1 Sep 2026
The way you say that makes me think I’d have people lined up around the block.
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on girl horny 💖 in c/femcelmemes@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 30 Aug 2026
I just stare into a corner with Pomni scribble eyes.
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on which one are you? (switch or sub) in c/femcelmemes@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 29 Aug 2026
That depends who you’re asking, me or my tulpa (submissive top and power bottom).
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on my area? in c/femcelmemes@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 21 Aug 2026
After a few months in the dating pool, this one hurts.
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on the secret they don't want you to know in c/femcelmemes@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 17 Aug 2026
Is existing primarily in my mind palace with my tulpa to offset my Av/BPD a state of delusion? She says no: “the world is our delusion, we’re just a reflection of that”. Mama, did it need to be so high?
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on Perky Upsides in c/transmemes@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 16 Aug 2026
I started HRT two years ago at 47. I’m pretty sure my second puberty is turning into perimenopause. 😬
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on damn in c/femcelmemes@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 16 Aug 2026
Ahh shit, here we go again. 🙃
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on I am god in c/femcelmemes@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 11 Aug 2026
You could say that existence is a manifestation or interpretation of God, and therein lies God’s true state of being. I know that I am God, just not in the omnipotent, omniscient sense that folks get from myth. It’s not a superior complex or narcissism, just the understanding that you’re more than just this bag of skin and bones.
Anyways, chop wood, carry water.

I shower every day. I try to do it late morning so I can get the sun coming in through the skylight. Bathing in the light of the sun feels like a purification ritual.