@QuinnyCoded@sh.itjust.works

also u/triflingtoad@sh.itjust.works, u/triflingtoad@lemmy.world and @QuinnyCoded@toad.social on mastodon. New account for non-deadname email.

Cats name is dodo, ask for pics anytime :)

I mainly use Voyager so I can’t see profile pictures, display names, or bios.

member since 14 Sep 2025 16:38

posts

made a cake for my cake day rule

preview

albeit a pretty shitty one, I haven’t baked by myself in like 6 months and my sister took a bunch of the supplies to college with her 😅
icing was a pain as you can tell from the smudges on the plate but I got through it in the end

this is my 2nd year on Lemmy (though I started on lemmy.world), here’s to year 3 🥂

@TriflingToad@lemmy.world is my first account and I didn’t start actively using it till a few months later when I left reddit

i need him rule

preview

oh how I wish HOAs didn’t exist 😔

oh also for random quinn rambling time I saw a guy on YouTube like 4 years ago who tied RC cars to a post and measured how far they went in scale miles to see if they could reach 100,000 miles, it was one of my favorite YouTube videos of all time and be just came out with a SEQUEL!!! and it’s a series this time!!!

youtu.be/LjQ59b9OKyg

also another YouTube bedtime recommendation is this cute british guy who has like world’s biggest steam hammer from the 60s and is restoring it for his workshop youtu.be/F5TwJcaquEo
it’s so cool how he can just make parts for his stuff

ok I clock back in in 5 minutes love you byeeeeee!!!🩷

manic rn

preview

well I probably shouldn’t say I’m manic, that’s probably stolen valor or something, but rather I feel like a bad bitch because my 3 antidepressants/anti anxiety pills kicked in.
Yesterday my boss told me corporate is cracking down on uniform code and I had to take my 10+ pins and keychains off my work outfit. However comparing myself now to photos of how I looked when I just got the job before I got my pins 2 years ago, oh I got curves now 🫪
estrogen is magic

also I love bad music youtu.be/zJLTvVBEAJU it’s so goofy I love him

I also got vrchat movie tonight after work, I fell asleep at the last one like a third of the way through the movie because I was so tired from work 😭

ok I clock in in 1 minute love you byeeeee 💕

rule

preview
vent

I’ve been kept up in my house and hardly talking to people IRL for months, I’ve gone to 1 bar all summer and didn’t even keep in contact with anyone I met. The only thing I do is work as a cashier but I hardly talk to customers anymore and when they do it’s just the same copy paste transaction all over again. I tried to use vrchat as a way to still somewhat be social for a number of months but then I got really stressed and quit it because I wasn’t actually making progress.
It’s been pretty bad lately. I can’t really sleep at night because my mind keeps me up and will drive me to tears if I’m not distracting it 24/7. The last 2 days have been awful, the night before last I ended up taking 100mg of melatonin to just get to bed, but was told not to do that by someone on lemmy so last night I stayed up till 4am just crying. I have other medicines called a “boost bar” thats supposed to help but they don’t really do much.
I hardly ate yesterday because I just didn’t see anything that looked appealing, I tried to go to the store to get something but I ended up just getting a snack and leaving because there were too many people and cried on the way home.
Now I’m sitting in my car outside of work crying yet again wondering how bad this shift is gonna be.

comments