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i'm so happy for him. DAY 71 [OC, edited*]

top of image shows the "fire escape" sign which usually features a figure running towards an exit foor with an arrow pointing to the door. it's used to show where one should run when there is an emergency. but here, the person is missing, it's just the arrow and the door. bottom of image shows the person running on a path with trees around it and a wonderful sunrise on a cool day. text says "he did it. he escaped". bottom right says "by maria on lemmy"
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no more fires to flee from. he is free. finally.

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he went into the light and escaped the horribly boring business buildings he was trapped in. no more buildings, only freedom now.

finally. the running is over. he can rest now. no more stress, no more fleeing, no more crying. his job is over and his life begins.

i wish you a wonderful day where you escape out of the constrains of your older self.

This rules

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A screenshot of a Tumblr post from a user named demilypyro. The text of the post reads: “y’know some years ago I saw a conservative post something like ‘transitioning is worshipping yourself when you should be worshipping god’ and I was like hell yeah. hell yeah that’s awesome. I’m turning myself into someone worthy of worship and spiting god at the same time. this rules”.

really pretty. DAY 70 [OC, brainmade]

digital drawing on purple background. a white figure is sitting on a couch and a lilac figure is sitting ontop of them, straddling them on the couch. Lilac holds Whites face and waist and they are looking each other in the eyes. Lilac says "you are really pretty, you know?" which makes White get a bit embarassed and resond "noo i'm not". next, Lilac holds Whites face with both hands so White cannot look away and says "ssssssh, no more words out of your soft little mouth", which makes White go red. So far, White has had their hands on Lilacs thights, but now Lilac is holding their hands. Lilac says "I get tocall you pretty all I want and you wont object. understood?" which has White make a small nod. finally, Lilac lifts Whites hands and presses them into the couch. White is not essentially immobile and cannot move their legs and hands anymore. Lilac ends with "good. very good" while White is visibly very excited and shivery about the situation. bottom right says "by maria on lemmy"
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it’s been some time since the last purplepost, so here we are again. this one *might be the most intense one to date.

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you might notice that Whites arm clips into the sofa. i really really tried not to let that happen, but the other option would have been to either change the hands color or to have it be even harder to tell what pose White is taking exactly. sooo i think this is a fair tradeoff.

some day i really might wanna transition to a style where each arm gets a slightly different shade so one can tell them apart, even when they are right in front of one another.

i hope you enjoy this one.

i wish you a wonderful day where someone compliments your work.

i need him rule

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oh how I wish HOAs didn’t exist 😔

oh also for random quinn rambling time I saw a guy on YouTube like 4 years ago who tied RC cars to a post and measured how far they went in scale miles to see if they could reach 100,000 miles, it was one of my favorite YouTube videos of all time and be just came out with a SEQUEL!!! and it’s a series this time!!!

youtu.be/LjQ59b9OKyg

also another YouTube bedtime recommendation is this cute british guy who has like world’s biggest steam hammer from the 60s and is restoring it for his workshop youtu.be/F5TwJcaquEo
it’s so cool how he can just make parts for his stuff

ok I clock back in in 5 minutes love you byeeeeee!!!🩷

finger food. DAY 59 [OC, brainmade]

digital drawing on purple atmospheric background. title says "Difficulty: Can be changed later". below are six options with colors ranging from baby-blue to strong pink. the difficulty options are: "Baby formula: awawawa", "soft puree: open wide!", "chunky puree: this is nice", "finger food: mmmh tasty", "challenging: (chews a lot on a stake)" and finally "spicy noodles: where's milk?". currently the "finger food" option is highlighted with a stylish triangle, showcasing a banana. below it says "Continue with Finger Food?" with the two button options "No" and "Abolsutely". bottom right says "by maria on lemmy"
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mmmh tasty.

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the post is inspired by some baby food charts. certain charts called regular food “challenging” which i thought sounded like a difficulty mode.

i’m somewhat proud of how this looks. been playing some splatoon raiders which has really good UI. it’s fast to understand and use. wonderful.

it also has these “spicy” and “extra spicy” versions of levels where the enemies are literally displayed as having more salt on them. very funny. would have liked to see some other spices as well but oh well that’s hoping for too much i guess.

which one would you pick?

i wish you a wonderful day in which you get to pick the difficulty.

spicy roodles (not rude). DAY 46 [OC, brainmade]

a collage of multiple photos taken from spicy noodle packs. there are images of a large cardboard box with a chicken on it, breathing fire and holding a bomb. text on the box says "Buldak: Hot Chicken Flavour Ramen" in very bold and aggressive font. it is an iconic style. there are "halal" stickers on the cardboard, the box weighs 5.6 kilograms. below are images of the individual noodle packs inside the box. they are aligned nicely: both black and red packs can be seen with that same "buldak" logo. the chicken on the packs is breathing fire too. there are images of the noodles and "2 times spicy" text on the packs. thy have strong colors. text written digitally over the collatge says "hehehe, hahahah, harharharhar" in increasingly red font. there is smaller text saying in a whispering tone "i now have spicy noodles". bottom right says "by maria on lemmy"
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my package arrived. 40 pcs. horray.

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i just got so excited that this thing arrived, i neeeeded to make it a post. also i’m at a bit of a loss for ideas which don’t go too far but also feel fun enough to actually post. i am in a maximally agitated and excited mood but have difficulties getting that out into pictures.

also i had to carry this huge heavy box with this chicken and a bomb on it aalllll the way through town, it was weird. reminds me of that one “lookie lookie i’ve got a cookie” post someone made some time ago. like - that box was LARGE… there was one, only one unprinted side. i put that to the front and went with it. gosh. scary. felt like i was carrying something peeps shouldn’t see…

i wish you a wonderful day in which you feel free to show others what you enjoy.

are you comforuletable? DAY 47 [OC, brainmade]

digital drawing on dark purple background. a lilac figure is asking a white figure "wait for me in bed, okay?" and White responds "okay!". then White looks at the bed with two pillows on it, unsure what to feel. White desides to get in the sheets, pulling the blanket up to heir head. they think "Lilacs bed...". they pull the covers over their face and excitedly sniff it a bit. suddenly Lilac appears in the room, teasingly asking "are you comfortable?". White, still hidden in the covers says "mhm, yes.". in the border of the drawing text says "by maria on lemmy", barely readable.
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indeed very comfy.

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was about time for some more purpleposts so here we are.

not sure if the “cloud border” looks good. i think the idea is good but maybe not the execution. maybe the first cloud border could have been inverted to show Whites senses being kinda filled. hmm maybe.

the whole “border” bit was kinda an afterthought really so eeeeeh-… i just didn’t like how the blankie was just cut off like that so ye.

i wish you a wonderful and comfortable day.

hey, it's fine rule. DAY 48 [OC, brainmade]

digital drawing of a scene in the snow. a lilac figure asks a white figure at a christmas market at night "you said you wanted a crêpe, right?" to which White responds hesitantly "yes, but... not at these prices!". the price chart shows crêpes with the options chocolate, strawberry and kinder chocolate as well as a hot chocolate drink. the crêpe prpices range from 6 to 8 bucks and the drink costs 5. the kinder chocolate crêpe is the most expensive at 8. Lilac puts their hand on Whites wrist and pulls them along, saying "hey, it's fine, i am getting one too. you said you like the kinder chocolate one, yeah?" to which White stutters "yeah, but i'm fine with-" being cut off by Lilac, saying "good, kinder chocolate it is.". finally, Lilac makes the order "two kinder chocolate crêpes please!". bottom right says "by maria on lemmy".
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pulling you along and getting you a crêpe.

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yes, a christmas special outside of winter, how nice. crêpes really are quite something. so very nice when it’s cold outside, so very easy to burn your mouth with.

while making this i thought of stardew valley winter music. very calming. i want winter to be here now. i want my hot chocolate while looking outside where it’s cold.

i wish you a wonderful day ~

have been so ruling. DAY 50 [OC, brainmade]

digital drawing. there is a white bunny in the center with arrows pointing to it, saying "very polite", "really kind" and "asks for permission before sneezing". the bunny does indeed look kind and well behaved. text overtop says "i have been so polite and patient. when do i get my reward?". bottom right text says "by maria on lemmy"
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so very patient. would wait longer if told to. but how long would it wait? at which point does the reward seem unreachable?

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the more i post here, the more i can’t show this profile to friends anymore. it’s like reeeeeally direct with some stuff. not this post tho, this one is as tame as the bunny in the image. first time drawing a bunny… maybe ever.

i guess specifically because i only make oc stuff, it’s just a lot more personal. no matter how much i say “this is Lilac saying that, not me!”, i am still the one putting those words in the speech bubbles. oh well.

are you polite? do you apologize when you sneeze? i don’t, because i sneeze so quietly that peeps don’t even notice it most of the time.

i wish you a wonderful day where you don’t have to wait long for your reward.

can't rue? DAY 51 [OC, brainmade]

digital drawing with text "can't sleep? try this: ingredients: you and 2 blankets". there is a white figure on a blanket laying near the edge of it. there is another bunched up blanket infront of them. next, the blanket below them is spun around the white figure, so that it is now below and above them. finally, the blanket is tucked in from behind by fulling in the ends. text says "done!". bottom right says "by maria on lemmy" where "maria" has the olor of the blanket. the second bunched up blanket is now within the white figures reach, tucked in within the covers. they can hug it or ignore it and just have it be there as a somewhat of a pillow.
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i did this and slept in like 30 minutes. usually takes 3 hours. wowie, what a lifehack.

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having something to hug onto or to just have besides you is surprisingly nice. when you pull back, blanket 1 moves your direction. when you lean in, you feel that movement from behind.

something something deep pressure maybe. it’s not that deep. i have weighted blankies but they are too exhausting to deal with and… they are okay but i usually remove them at somepoint.

but this!!! this is it, maybe. who knows.

i wish you a wonderful day and sweet dreams (for later… or now)

ssshh. DAY 54 [OC, edited*]

photo of a bed with blanket and pillows under an angled roof with a window. it's raining outside, there are trees visible and it is late noon. the atmosphere is a bit cold but comfortable. text overtop says "sssssh, it's okay. no need to explain. not with me. not right now. i know this happens sometimes. now come here (heart)". bottom right says "by maria on lemmy" in faintly visible text
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no need to ponder what happened. it’s okay.

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wanted to make something like this. sometimes things just happen and that’s okay.

very open to interpretation, yesyes, very purposefully so. have fun.

i wish you a wonderful day in which you are able to forgive yourself <3

oh this rules a bit. DAY 53 [OC, edited*]

product photo of "monster energy: ultry strawberry dreams". the can is vertically sectioned with text descriing the sections. it starts at the top: "oh this tastes fine", "i wonder if she likes me", "i doesn't matter right now, i will know in good time", "so i should assume she doesn't", "yes i know what happens when assuming... sorry, Ming", "i could just ask", "not now. i shoud just wait" and finally "this was good, i'll get another" after having drank the whole can. bottom right says "by maria on lemmy" in a faint pink color
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wanted to make one of these for a while. now i have. whatever.

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  • i took the energy drink image from here
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thinking is fun but oh gosh can it get repetitive. the mind has no repetition_penalty built in, in fact: it usually rewards thinking similar things over and over again.

this is generic enough that i can just post it here right? yea this is fine. i am my own filer and that filter says “whatever, doesn’t matter, i got no secrets anyway, who cares. i don’t”. so i’m posting it.

next one is gonna be more fun, trust me. yeye this one is more or less “oh no i only got that much time before i need to sleep so this is what im gonna make” kinda thing. yes.

oh well, imma wait for “good time” now, whatever whatever.

i wish you a wonderful day in which you feel in control of yourself.

potato soup. DAY 58 [OC, edited*]

photo of some potato soup in a pot. there are sausage and bread pieces in it as well as seasoning. it looks really tasty and warm. text written overtop with a soft handwritten style says "i wanna make potato soup for someone and then eat it together and watch them eat it and ask how it tastes and take their feedback because i know they are being honest and then i tell them to go to the couch while i put away the dishes and then i come get them on the cough and huggle wuddle cuddle them from behind and pet their tummy and kiss their neck and point out how nice they smell and hold them even closer. i wanna sway lightly from side to side and ask them how they feel right now and how their day was". bottom right says "by maria on lemmy" in potato yellow color
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yes the sausage bits are vegan, don’t worry and no there is no cream or whatever in this. it’s all good ~ everyone can have this soup… okay besides if you are allergic to gluten. if so, i’m very sorry, we will also make another main dish so you don’t feel weird about it. everyone is served.

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  • the background image was taken from here
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so i was on some matrix chat and yapped and then wrote something cuz goooosh i got such… energy in me and i just don’t know where to safely put it so i wrote the bit and i really gotta put more posts to catch up again (still gotta make one more) so now this is what you get. i postified version of a message i sent on matrix. i’m sorry for the stark quality decline buuuuut… maybe you’ll still enjoy this.

potato soup is really tasty, it’s reasonably healthy, it makes me go “aaaah yees i like this”, it’s a true feel-good-food and it makes you full!
and when you are full, it’s not the tummy ache type, but the wonderful nice warm “aaaaah this is nice” type of full. the one where petting ones tummy feels comforting <3

yea i … i really don’t know where to put this energy. i got A LOT of it, like - ooh gosh so much of it like oh no like way too much of it i can barely sleep but where to put --------- oh well. whenever i yap about ML stuff here peeps get mad so i shouldn’t.
yes you get to have first-class access into my chain-of-thought right now.
well what stuff is on my mind? it’s… hmm.

  • mama energy, oh so much of that yea
  • oh gosh hrt
  • ~someone~ ~but~ ~that~ ~doesn’t~ ~matter~
  • spicy noodles
  • plant-based chili cheese tortillas from BK
  • gosh i wanna get those burgers yasssss
  • recent ML efficiency gains and sparse attention splatting paradigms
  • the fact that i should probably continue playing splatoon raiders
  • some really funky songs from rhythm heaven groove. see here and here
  • idunno, voting stuff in Sachsen-Anhalt
  • Robert Habeck <3

and like - i mean - these are almost sorted by intensity so like - idunno. i’m like… so warm. probably from the potato soup. no wait i didn’t actually have any today, at least not real potato soup like one can see in the post. yea no i wanna make posts but sometimes i’m like “gosh that almost doesn’t feel like it’s enough” aaaaaand then i write stories and scenarios and never actually post them anywhere.

so here i am, posting a scenario. horray. this better finally break my 100+ likes streak so i can post other stuff again.

i wish you a wonderful day in which you feel warm. not in the uncomfortable way but in the “aah this is nice” way.